Oivay!

Well, friday's apointment was more than disapointing, no good size follies. I go back tomorrow to get checked again. She said some women don't have anything happen until cd20... well its nice of her to try and make me feel better, but I have little hope these days. I cried a lot this weekend about all these attempts at become parents. I am trying to keep my chin up... but I am starting to feel down more more often. My friends are decent, B listened to my ranting the other night, and I try not to mention it to much to my other friends as I feel it makes them roll there eyes, like they get annoyed or something, which isn't good but ya know...
We helped cleaned one of the townhouse units here in our complex today... I got a dresser for the room the kids stay in when they visit, I also got curtains that were never used and we are getting a piano!! I've ALWAYS wanted a piano, ever sinse I was a little kid... I got an organ instead. So it's a matter of figuring out how to move the piano from that unit, to this one. It plays just fine, it does need to be refinished though which I'm a little excited about, and it needs a new top to it, but that's fixable. I can't wait, we comfirm tomorrow that its ours... then I refinish it in spring, get it tuned and start piano lessons after that. I'm stoked!
Well, that's about it for now, I'm off to take the dog for a walk as its mild enough here, then come back and do some tummy crunches, have a shower and make lunch for tomorrow, then bed. Up early to the clinic again. I wonder what they'll do if I don't ovulate or anything this cycle. I kinda hope the increase the dosage. We'll see I guess.
Take it easy for now ladies.

TTYL
XOXO