Well...

Mum seems to be doing well, she's frustrated because she's dizzy and she has to many thing plugged into her, and she's sleepy. I did my best to nicely tell her that she just went through surgery!
No AF yet, this is good. I'm really getting to be obssesive now. Watching every little thing that happens with my body.
Today after I ate lunch, about ten minutes later I had a lot of gas and movement in my intestines(what a gross word LOL)... what an odd/scary feeling. Sometimes I feel food digesting, but today was NUTS. I've had diarrhea a couple time the last two days, which is odd. I didn't eat anything that would cause it. I've had cramping again today, early this evening, but its like a dull burning cramping sensation, so I dunno.
To be honest I'm tired of waiting and wondering. I'de like to know! This 2ww thing is for the birds man! It really does make you feel crazy doesn't it? Oh, speaking of which, I had a lot of big mood swings today too. Breasts around my nipples are sore.
Why can't their be a tell tale early pregnancy sign? lol.
David doesn't see the point in me purchasing a p-test tomorrow as I go for beta on friday... I don't think he understand what its like to be in my head right now. He actually got a little frustrated with me because I suggested I may buy a test tomorrow... it actually made me feel like crying right there. (There's one of those mood swings).
y blood sugars are all of as well, and when I need to eat I'm ravenous! My blood sugar almost crashed twice today alone, and yesterday as well...
Man I have a feeling that if I am going to get AF, she's gunna kick my butt all over the place again this time. I'm not looking forward to that. But I will have some holiday egg nog and irish creammmmmmmmm. If I am prego I'll still have some egg nog hehe.
Well, I'm of for tonight, take care all!

TTYL
XOXO