Evap line or positive test result??

I'm freaking out a little here... but first, a little history (incase you don't know it)...

DH and I have been TTC for 6 yrs now. We're been thru clomid, metformin, avandia, more tests, lap test, ect ect ect...I was diagnosed with PCOS. Recently due to issues with my RE we have been waiting to meet our new RE, which is this next tuesday coming. I had put myself on prenatal vitamins for the time being, been taking them for about a month or so now... That's the only thing I've been on. So I tracked my CM and tried guessing if I O'd back on cd14, we bd'd appropriatley (grin); which brings us to the last few days.

I have been feeling odd, emotionally/testy, cramping, sore gums, been feeling bunged up (tmi, sorry), now my back is killing me. We were invited to two halloween parties tomorrow night, and being the responsible person I am I tested to see if I could drink or not. I tested tonight as soon as I got home, I had just finished a coffee with one of my gf's. So about 1 minute into the test maturing, with negative results looming, and very thin very light blue line appeared. Now that its been an hour and a half it is still there. I read about Evap lines and read about positive test results... what's your experience? Could this very thin, very light blue line, be the line we've been waiting for for 6 yrs? It looks like it only picked up the left side of the positive line on my equate test. What's your opinion? Any experience in this matter? PLEASE HELP I'M FREAKING OUT lol

I am trying to keep myself calm, of course that was after a shaking fit and tears... but now my head is a little more clear and I am trying to set myself up for devistation. I have been searching online for false positives, positives and Evap lines. The info I found on Equate tests have been pretty good so far. but I really don't want to fall hard... please don't do this to me... I hate this!! The blue dye apparenty is bad for Evap lines, although the line did appear a minute after it was sitting, it only effected the left side of the line... and it is very faint.. so I don't know. Could be either or I guess! I might just be expecting a really bad bout f AF in the next few days!

I'll drop a line and let ya know what happens!!

Forgot to mention its cd25 today... Haven't had a chance to review anyone else blogs, but I will this weekend to catch up.

TTYL