Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Oooooh the emotions have started!

So, the emotional roller coaster finally kicked in last week at 22 weeks. My first emotional roller coaster ride was when I came home and David had taken Gypsy out, left the front door unlocked and a movie paused on the tv. I Came in and got nervous that something had happened. I even checked the phone to see if he left a message but the last call that was listed wasn't answered and it was 40 minutes previous to my arrival home. So that ment he was already gone for that long and so was my puppy. So I grabbed my keys and started the search. I found him around the corner in our complex socializing with the neighbours, well if I didn't take one look at my dog and start crying in front of the head coordinator for our coop and a bunch of other neighbours... *shaking head*, soooo embarassing. I picked Gypsy up and embrassed her and everyone was trying to sooth me "It's okay Jenn, she's just visiting..."Poor Dave LOL. I looked at him and asked him where was the note ect, in between sobs... LOL OMG it was so dramatic lol and embarassing. I started laughing at myself and everyone else got a laugh too.
Today (week 23), I woke up knowing right off that I shouldn't have gone to work, I was just toooo tired! Well I only lasted 1.5 hrs at work. First break I had looked around the room and one of the girls asked if I was okay and it started... here we go again with the crying! lol. I said I'm so tired all I want to do is cry, (so I did LOL). But at the same time as crying I was laughing because I was crying because I was just that tired. So I tried cleaning myself up before letting the boss know I was going home, but my supervisor said she'd let him know. At this point everyones laughing at me because I'm laughing because I'm crying... OMG SOOOO embarassing lol. However it was a good laugh and I did come home and sleep for 4 hrs straight!
So that's my emotional roller coaster so far hehe.

TTYL
XOXO

1 comment:

AwkwardMoments said...

UGH I;m sorry - it happens and it will happen more ..It's totally ok and normal