Hi ladies. Thanx for all your condolences and thoughts reguarding my mother. I appreciate it. Things have been really hectic, lots going on. Trying to take care of estate things, she didn't actually complete the will, so that made everything just that much more difficult.
Friday I did a hpt and it came back a very faint positive, so I did two more, this time first response, they came back light positive... so today I went and got a BETA, and it was 11, so it's low low low, probably a chemical pregnancy. I don't know what cd I'm on either... I am sitting staring at the pregnancy tests and can't believe they show positive and I know that my level is 11... it was like a gift from my mother, I conceived a week or so after her passing... its really sad that things aren't going my way.
Things have been sad, and depressing really, like there's a black cloud hanging over our heads, I really thought it had lifted once I found out I was pregnant, but apparently not... just another thunderbolt of lightening to strike me down.
When things get a little more positive I'll come back with another update and check in on everyone else.
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I'm sorry! It is so hard to see something you want so badly and then it's taken away! I know how you feel and it's not a good feeling at all!
I hope you are holding up well with all the things that have been going on in your life!
What's Maera doing these days? She must be a big girl now :) Any new pictures?
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