Today I'm sad. I go on wednesday to the funeral home to make arrangements for mom's funeral for when she passes away. Her pain is increasing and they're giving her a morphine pump to help control the pain. She's getting confused every morning now.
Today I was the only one she would see. I went for my visit and took her outside to feel the wind in her hair. We sat outside for about 10 minutes and I helped her back to bed, it was good to get her out of her room though.
I'm so very tired and sad today. It's hard to be strong for everyone else when you are having a hard time be strong for yourself. I guess I'm entitled to a day or two like this.
Anyways, that's all I've got in me today. Hope you're all well.
TTYS
XOXO
1 comment:
I'm sorry...
Dealing with what your dealing with is hard and so emotionally draining. You and yours are in my thoughts!! Losing a loved one is the hardest thing to go through and remember you don't have to be the strong one all the time...sometimes you need to give yourself a break! Thinking of you
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