So The baby is doing well... Maera is being a jealous almost 3 yr old... I am depressed, or I have the baby blues. One or the other. But apparently baby blues only last a week or two, and Lily is now almost 4 wks old. Wow, that's hard to believe, my God. So I'm going to mention to the midwives how I've been feeling. I feel depressed about Maera being so different... I have no patience at all... and I am angry a lot. All I want to do is eat sweet food, and that's not healthy.
Lily is sleeping almost through the night... she wakes up once for a feeding, but I get four hrs straight sleep, so I'm doing pretty darn good I think. We were struggling with her not gaining any weight, but that seems to have changed which is good. I don't get to get her weighed again until next week, cause that's my next apointment.
I get to goto the casino next wednesday for a big draw... apparently I've one an entry into a draw for a brand new rav4. One of 31 ppl to win! Pretty good chances I think! Wish me luck, we could really use the new car.
Maera starts her dance lessons on tuesday at 5pm.. she's so excited!! I am as well, can't wait to see her dancing hehe, she's guna be so happy :).
So my brain is wondering, thinking about what life has in store from here on out... like with big changes n stuff. I am hoping to get my grooming license to make the dog grooming thing official... and I'de like the opportunity to have clients at home, because I am not certain with what's happening with work... I dunno if I can afford to work, at least until Maera's in school... and even then I would need to have easy going hours. So I dunno, too much to think about really... stresses me out.
The rest fo the family is doing well. Steve & Tressa are very happy, and the kids are doing awesome! I love Tressa, she's the best! Doug is doing awesome with his new gf Holly... she's a nice woman... and understands Doug, and accepts him for him! Which is good! :) Both dad's are doing awesome. Well, Bob has a bed sore gone wrong and needs to be hospitalized in London in order for it to heal properly... so we're just waiting for a bed, but overall he's doing well.
K, well that's the update for now...
TTYS
XOXO
