So I decided to go on Wellbutron (sp), its the quit smoking drug. I went on it because I figured I needed something to help even my emotions out. But I find myself angry when I'm at home, I'm fine at work, but the second I come home I'm so angry. I've got lots of things going through my head, really analyzing my marriage and how happy I actually am. I am analyzing my emotional well being and mental health as well.
I come home from work and my brother attatches himself to me and won't stop friggin' talking, like he just won't shut up! Then I have Maera screaming and yelling for this and that and crying, the dogs are barking barking becuase they're excited that Maera and I are home... and it drives me MAD! Everyday its the same thing! I seriously feel mental sometimes. Like I am just gunna snap! I'm already on drugs! So what's the next step?? Guess I should be locked up for a bit.
I am however enjoying my grooming job! I have learned a lot and am rather calm when working, probably cause I get to work with animals. The boss is taking us to see Cesar Millan when he comes to London!!! I'm so excited about that!
Maera's birthday plans have been made, and I just have a little more shopping to do. I'm going to hopefully finish that this week.
I am hoping to get to the haunted house in a city not to far from here, apparently its really freaky, so I'm hoping I can get a sitter for that.
K, well that's the update for now... still working on life, which I know will be an ongoing battle... hope you are all well, and I'll try not to leave it so long until my next post.
Thanx for your comments on the last post!!
TTYS
XOXO
