I rec'd a call from Sakura House to tell me that mom had passed away. May she rest in the peace I know she finally got after her long battle with cancer.
I've taken care of funeral arrangments, and will be going with them tomorrow when they take mom to be cremated. I have to puyrchase her plot as well.
I'm doing my best to stay strong for everyone, but now its time to relax and take time for me.
My God I'm going to miss calling her, hearing her voice, and listening to her complain *grin*. I love you mom, you're my hero.
That's all I got for now.
Thanx for your continued support everyone.
Much love,
TTYS
XOXO
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Just sad
Today I'm sad. I go on wednesday to the funeral home to make arrangements for mom's funeral for when she passes away. Her pain is increasing and they're giving her a morphine pump to help control the pain. She's getting confused every morning now.
Today I was the only one she would see. I went for my visit and took her outside to feel the wind in her hair. We sat outside for about 10 minutes and I helped her back to bed, it was good to get her out of her room though.
I'm so very tired and sad today. It's hard to be strong for everyone else when you are having a hard time be strong for yourself. I guess I'm entitled to a day or two like this.
Anyways, that's all I've got in me today. Hope you're all well.
TTYS
XOXO
Today I was the only one she would see. I went for my visit and took her outside to feel the wind in her hair. We sat outside for about 10 minutes and I helped her back to bed, it was good to get her out of her room though.
I'm so very tired and sad today. It's hard to be strong for everyone else when you are having a hard time be strong for yourself. I guess I'm entitled to a day or two like this.
Anyways, that's all I've got in me today. Hope you're all well.
TTYS
XOXO
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